Sunday, July 09, 2006

no regrets

there have been times in my life when i have loved another with true abandon...the good kind...where i have let go and let myself love with abandonment. with wildness. with craziness. with carefree-ness. in those moments, it always felt good. in the moments, i always felt it was right.
there is nothing i would take back or change. i wrestle with wishing some interactions or relationships lasted longer, but i am trying to take the gifts for what they are. sometimes, it lasts a minute, sometimes a year. if i stay in "wish" mode, i will miss out on what is happening in the moment. i don't want to do that. maybe i am crazy....but moments, ahhh...i fall in love with moments....

1 comment:

Kelly said...

You aren't crazy at all. Our lives happen and unfold in the present moment but many times we're too busy to notice because we're caught in what was, what might have been or what might be.

This post really hits home for me on a very deep level. (Are you reading my mind?!) ;)

Keep recognizing that all is a gift and keep falling in love with those wonderful, delicious moments.