flames and fire

"...let us risk remembering that we never stop silently loving those we once loved out loud." Oriah

sometimes, i think i am visible, and I am not. What am i doing that is not working? That is THE question....

It is frustrating, but also something that, if corrected, I know can lead to good, great, things for me.

Must focus on THAT and not the frustration.

oh yeah

"the world is round and a messy mortal is my friend. come walk with me in the mud."

oh yeah

"your heart's on the loose
you roll them 7's with nothing to lose..."

-The Weary Kind (theme from Crazy Heart"

crazy heart

She said, "so, what do you wanna talk about?"
He said, "about how bad you make this room look.."

-from the movie, Crazy Heart. a must see

new year

So incredibly grateful for brighter days! Actually 2009 was a fantastic year for me...but i sure did get the blues over the Holidays. Looking forward to another awesome year. 2010....let the party be started!

Sometimes, the day is dark. Sometimes, I am dark.
It sucks. It's never easy. It typically feels like it will last forever, but i know that's not true.
Today has been one of those days.
Hope it doesn't last too long.

How long will I go?

More Pics from upcoming VenicetheSeries

Pics from the upcoming VenicetheSeries

Where your pleasure is, there is your treasure where your treasure, there your heart where your heart, there your happiness.
-Saint Augustine

Life is my lover.

because of your love
i have lost my sobriety.
i am intoxicated
by the madness of love

-Rumi

double e

(i do not know what it is about you that closes
and opens;only something in me understands
the voice of your eyes is deeper than all roses)
nobody,not even the rain,has such small hands

e.e cummings

been feeling very open-hearted

but now, also very vulnerable

can one exist without the other?

he said: you look at me in a way I haven't quite earned

she said: well, earn it

What did I possibly expect?

I hate when i get tripped up by my own expectations.

Damnit

get here

Come over, Come in and Don't say a word.

Last night I saw you in the gathering, but could not take you openly in my arms, so I put my lips next to your cheek, pretending to talk privately

- Rumi, The Music

well....